Am I Wrong?

Swirling around my mind,
You came and gone for times on end.
I didn't know what to think,
I didn't know what to do.

My heart ached,
Wanting to know what I meant to you.
What was I?
You came back only to make me crumble once more?

I struggled with these confused feelings
Day after day.
Trying to make sense...
I meant nothing again didn't I?

Am I wrong to believe that this wouldn't work out again?
Am I wrong to say that I was right about this whole thing?

Yet I don't feel a thing,
Nothing about you matters either.
I have moved on,
I have let go no thanks to you.

My mind isn't plagued by what you did,
I am happy and free.
With those around me,
With the one who has set me free.

Am I wrong to say that I had hoped for more?
No.
I had wished for something different.

Am I wrong to say that I regret it?
No.
I have found those who really care,
One who would really listen.

With them I have security,
With them I have hope for something more.
They will bring me out of the dark abyss of my mind.

Am I wrong about many things?
Yes.
But I don't regret letting you go,
And letting them in.